just a message to let you know how much i love you and think about you rest peacefully kurt. god bless you ,sleep tight my angel.​xxxxxxxxxxxxx​xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

love you always and forever.​xxxxxxxxxxx​xxxxxx

it will be three years tomorrow that i lost you ,but it still seems like yesterday . i can never forget the date .my heart was wrenched out, and the void it has left of you not being here, watching you grow ,hearing your laughter, will never be replaced ,i think of you all the time,but most of all i miss ,your kindness and thoughtfulness.you was such a sensitive person kurt and always thinking about others,and sensetive to their needs, and you and your needs always came last.you never asked for much ,you was happy helping others ,some who didnt deserve it.

i hope and pray that life in heaven ,my angel ,is full of fun and laughter ,and that you are having a whle of a time,cos if anyone deserves it ,its you.

love and miss you every day,your heart broken mom xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

was sitting looking at the photos of you , i miss you so much, i think of you all the time, just cant get you out of my head ,the thought of not being able to see ,hear ,or touch you again is unbearable,life is so hard without you ,i still cannot live with the fact that your not here, my family is not complete without you, i never ever thought that that i wouldnt be watching you grow up, having children ,part of my future ,your brothers futures have been changed forever, no words will ever descibe the pain of loosing you, my heart is broken, and can never be fixed, i live with this every day , but no amount of time will ever heal my broken heart. i love you my kurty with all my heart,and never forget that.

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Its silly but i even find it hard to type my feelings because i am so used to keeping it all locked up inside. I was completely devasted when i found out that you had gone. I cried for about a month solid, locked myself away from everyone and everything. I think of you all the time, especially near to christmas and your birthday. I truly loved you so much, we shared so much together. I feel warm inside when i think of our most happy times. There were bad times too but i know you didnt mean it, you were a troubled soul and i couldnt change that. Still...i know you really loved me. People may think i dont care because i wasnt at your funeral but trust me i do and i wanted to go so badly. I know we had not spoken for a couple of years but i remember seeing you walking along frankley beaches road a few times when i was in the car and i got butterflies in my stomach all over again, i could see you looking back at me in the rear view mirror. I need you to know all of this because i am living with guilt every day that it didnt work out between us and that i didnt say pay my respects. I hope you can forgive me from up there and show me a sign. You will always have a special place in my heart, so caring and passionate. So friendly and cute, a big softy. I would give anything to have 1 last hug in your big warm arms. xxxxxxxxx

I still can't believe that you are gone. I will miss you always. am sending you lots of hugs and kisses sleep peacefully till we meet again love you always and forever

mom

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wish i could hold you, smell you ,tell you how much i love you , i wish i could hear your cheeky laughter, i wish i could hear you singing. i wish i could come in the house and see you stood there .cooking,or just watching tv . even the things that annoyed me i miss, i would do anything to have you back here and make our family complete. i just simply miss you kurt. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxx

Thank you For seeing the good when i could only see the bad. For telling me I could when I thought couldn't. For never not once leaving my side when I needed to lean on friend when I was weak. For keeping my secrets when others would speak. You were my gentle giant, so kind and selfless. I always thought of you as my lil big bro. Now I think of you guardian angel watching over your loved ones. Missing you loads Kurt our bright light when we can only see darknessxxxxxxxxx

miss you my beautiful son xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

thinking of you today and every day and remembering , all the special memories of you sometimes i cry ,sometimes i laugh,these memories forever i will cherish. love you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx your heart broken mom