death does leave a heartache no one can heal but the love for a dear friend leaves a memory no one can steal. Alright sugar ;) its nearly a year now that you went up to heaven, and everyone is missing you so much, but they gained the biggeset angel ever, hope u had a wonderfull christmas with the snow :P and a few cheeky drinks aswell ;) lol. not a day goes by and your not thought about, your still in all of are hearts and always will be. I shall be off now, was just a quick one. love you shell <3 " PUT A BANGING DONK ONIT .... BASSSLINE" xxx

Heya babes christmas is coming and all the pressies are wrapped. And I havnt got any for you to put under the tree and watch you unwrap them on christmas day. its going to be so damn hard for all of us this year hunni but I know you'll be in the party with us. I know you sent the snow cos it was like this this time last year. I made snow angels for you to keep you safe in hospital and when you had to go to heaven on your own so you had someone with you. Bet no-one else had a snow angel made by their mum. Ha ha see you are so special!! I love you so much and am really missing you too. But I know your safe and well so that is a good. Love you xxxxxxx

Hey babe, havnt wrote to you on here or facebook for ages, and its not i dont think about u its just i didnt know what to say for some reason, wen normally we dont shut up wen wer together. Im missing you loads babes, and love u more 2, hope you had a amazing birthday up their, i got steamin down here for you, bet ur driving ur car around ;) anyways im off, always thinking of you babe, write soon. love you lots xxxx

Heya hahling how you doing? I think of you all the time and Tiegans asking about you all the time too. We told her you are now a magic fairy and you come and see us at night when we are sleeping, so she is so proud that her sister is magic. I know your thinking mam your dull but you made our lives as a family magical babe. You were always the peace keeper apart from when you were in Amber mode then there was no stopping you. ha ha you were so funny. I love you so much and miss you more. Hope they are watching out for you up there and if theyre not let me know and when I get there we'll kickbutt together. Loves ya lots like chocolate drops and vodka shots. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hello babes. Im missing you so so much and I know that you are near but I wake up at night crying just wanting to hold you and cuddle you, and make sure your safe. But I know you are safe cos there were plenty of people waiting for such a special person to arrive. You have been taken from us but I dont feel bitter any more because you are still living on and always will in the good you did and the time you gave everyone when you were alive. We love you so much honey and you are still a big part of our family. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXX

Mammy-aka beavers. Mwah mwah.

Short and simple, I miss you .. I love you xxxxx

Alright babes. I know you are okay cos I have felt you when Ive been down so I know you are at peace. I hope you are giving them a run for their money up there hunni. Im decorating your bedroom next week in black and silver like you asked me to before christmas. Gonna be heartbreaking sorting your stuff, but I am keeping it all dont worry. I wont read your diaries-PROMISE!!!!! !! Love you so much my darling. Be safe and give my love to uncle Ian nanny and bampi too and aunty gwen. Love you loads and loads and loads and missing you so much more. Sleep tight sweetheart. My love is always there for you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxx

Alright my gorgeous girl. I dreamt about you yesterday it was unreal. You didnt realise what had happened and I had to tell you that you werent gonna wake up but you told me it was fine and you were happy and not in pain anymore so it was okay. That made me feel better almost like you were sending me a message. Yep here I go again ha ha!

Loving you so much and missing you more babes.

You dont know how sadly missed you are by everyone that had the honour of knowing you.

I loves ya baby girl.

Beavers.xxxx

heeeey babycakes, well iv lit alot of candles so they told me "why dont you write a message instead" quite cool how these things work, I think about you everyday, i just crack up about that time we went to mattise .. ohh im laffin now just thinking of it, good times, i cleaned my room the other day ye thats right i cleaned my room, found my "goodbye" book from when i was doing GCSE's, with all my notes in, and their it was standing out bright as ever "SHEZZZA" ey that rhymed :) haha . ooh well i do miss u, wales lost agaisnt england the other day LIVID!! no matter what happens shell your always in my heart, your a amazing person..Miss You so much ... I love you xxxx

Always in my thoughts x